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About Me Member Deviously Deviant Wyvern088Male/Canada Recent Activity Deviant for 9 Months
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Thinking Things Over

Sun Nov 29, 2009, 8:38 PM
...And over, and over.

its really been a while since my last journal post, and some of you were wondering how things were going.

well as it stands now, school or at least parts of it are lost causes. I couldn't pull my grades up, and now there is no longer enough time/marks left in the year. I am going to stay with it though. I could just run into the miracle of aceing everything between now and the end of the term (but that would mean strait 100%, so I doubt it) But I feel like a cant really do anything right lately, and general arrogant people at school arn't helping. Sadly During the last two monthes I got suspended for fighting.. I got fed up with someone trying to make themselves look big, and I wouldn't take it. (it was also someone I considered a Freind. A mistake I wont make twice) The sad part is I feel like I'm on the verge of snapping again, only this time it will be alot worce than a single punch in the shoulder. Oh but wait, it gets better. The school has now taken to sending letters to my parents, telling them I'm a failure at life.... My dad diddn't take it too well. but I'm at a loss as to what to do. I can't focus, I spend too much energy on situational awerness, and because I need to know exactly whats going on at any time ( 'cause attack con come from any time at any place) I find it hard to focus on my work... I feel like I've gone, Or I have been for a very long time. Simply put things are really depressing lately, and the easiest way to tell im depressed is when I play My music out loud... and I just got a sterio in my room.

on the art front I havn't been able to get much done, the whole not allowed fun in any form bit. But in the short bits of spare time I have had, I've been working on something BIG. Also I've been making some concept sketches for my webcomic which I will hopefully post later this week

Speaking of which, Ive really been thinking Runner through. I may not start it until or after I Post Seccondary. My schooling must come first, and doing a twice weekly webcomic would definetly hamper things... Also, for relegious reasons I litteraly wont be here for two years, so... Im still considering it.

anyways thats it for me.

  • Mood: Remorse
  • Listening to: something sad and quiet
  • Reading: nope can't it could be considered fun!
  • Watching: Bullshit football games (looking at you Riders!)
  • Playing: ... dont even go there
  • Eating: am I still alowed to eat?

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so what little is here doesnt really show off what i can do very well; its kinda hard to scan really big things into the computer. also i sometimes make weapons during what little spare time i have. you probably wont see many because they aren't at a state that can be seen yet ( I am constantly upgrading them) but enough of me rambling go look at some pictamatures

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Canada Texas
  • Interests: drawing things, killing virtuall things, burning things.....
  • Favourite movie: lots of movies
  • Favourite band or musician: linkin Park/ Evanescance
  • Favourite genre of music: alternative/ rock
  • Favourite style of art: anything
  • Operating System: NOT VISTA!!!! :D
  • MP3 player of choice: teh IPODz
  • Wallpaper of choice: military aircraft: CF-18 HORNET
  • Favourite game: ACE COMBAT X: Skies of Deception
  • Favourite gaming platform: Xbox 360
  • Personal Quote: do your best try your hardest; then when it isnt good enough, do it all again

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Comments


:iconsilentrampancy:
Wazzup?

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Exploding pants rock... so long as you're not the one wearing them.

I've found that the fun of any activity is in direct relation to the potential for bodily harm. Potential medical bills are not a factor and should be ignored.
:iconwyvern088:
I do not know... aliens? you jumping out of a plane?.... Achmed the dead terorist?

Did you see this!? [link]

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do your best, work your hardest. then, when it isnt good enough; do it all again
:iconsilentrampancy:
Yup. I saw it when you uploaded it, you being on my watchlist and all. Not bad, not bad at all. Pretty good, actually.

And i was asking more after how you were doing. Things seemed to be going poorly for you at the time of that last journal and i was wondering if you were doing all right ^__^

And no, i haven't had that pleasure yet. Ive just had to spend a fortune on glasses since i wont be allowed to get my license without them. 20/40 vision is fail, apparently. So no $200 skydiving trip for me...

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Exploding pants rock... so long as you're not the one wearing them.

I've found that the fun of any activity is in direct relation to the potential for bodily harm. Potential medical bills are not a factor and should be ignored.
:iconwyvern088:
meh things are going okay I guess.
oh and that sucks on the skydiving thing... Yeah this whole economy shit is killin us all.

...If swine flu deosnt get us first

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do your best, work your hardest. then, when it isnt good enough; do it all again
:iconsilentrampancy:
Oh, the swine flu wont kill you. You're young and strong, as am i and a lot of other people. It's the babies and old people who are gonna hafta be careful.

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Exploding pants rock... so long as you're not the one wearing them.

I've found that the fun of any activity is in direct relation to the potential for bodily harm. Potential medical bills are not a factor and should be ignored.
:icon0greyfox0:
just dropping by to say nice gallery ^^

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"Imagination disposes of everything; it creates beauty, justice, and happiness, which are everything in this world."
- Blaise Pascal
:iconwyvern088:
erm... Thanks!

(this does not happen much)

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do your best, work your hardest. then, when it isnt good enough; do it all again
:icon0greyfox0:
no problem ^^

(considering how few I randomly browse DA this probably was luck xd)

oh and Ace Combat ftw! ^^

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"Imagination disposes of everything; it creates beauty, justice, and happiness, which are everything in this world."
- Blaise Pascal

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